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As printed in Hearing Health, volume 20:4,
Winter 2004
By Neil G. Bauman, Ph.D.
Marilyn woke with a start, her heart pounding. It was
the middle of the night. “I thought people were
calling to me,” she explained. “I became
truly frightened when I realized that I was deaf and
should not be able to hear voices.”
“I would often lie half awake in the quietness
of the early morning and hear a phantom radio,”
Dick recalls. “A guy would be talking like they
did in the 50s. A kind of monotone voice and all the
advertisements like they did back then. It always sounded
so real.”
“Late at night when I don’t have my hearing
aids on,” Carolyn relates, “I am absolutely
sure I hear trucks and bulldozers working right outside
our bedroom windows. We are the only ones living on
our little country lane. There’s no traffic of
any kind outside my bedroom windows. My husband swears
there are no noises at all.”
“I was afraid I was going nuts when I thought
I was hearing things in my head after my cochlear implant
surgery,” Heather remembers. “On the morning
after the surgery, I was hearing what sounded like music
from a radio. I heard that every day from my surgery
until I was hooked up. It almost drove me nuts. Yet,
I never said one word to anyone about it because I didn’t
want them to think I was crazy.”
The Secret Sounds Many Hard of Hearing
People Experience
What do these people have in common? They are all hard
of hearing (HoH) and they all hear strange phantom voices,
ethereal music or other spooky sounds that no one else
hears. They are not rare and isolated cases. Thousands
of people who are HoH “hear” similar phantom
sounds, yet they never tell a soul because they are
afraid of the dreaded “H” word. They are
terrified someone will discover their “shameful”
secret – that they experience auditory hallucinations.
Hallucinations – the very word conjures up visions
of padded cells and professionals in white coats talking
in hushed tones. This is because almost everyone associates
hearing hallucinations with “going crazy”
and mental illness such as schizophrenia. It’s
time to dispel this myth which was my main motivation
for writing my book, Phantom Voices, Ethereal Music
& Other Spooky Sounds.
Schubert’s Ghost
Musical Ear syndrome has been around
for a long time. Composer Robert Schumann
also had auditory hallucinations toward the
end of his life. At night, he heard musical
notes and an angelic choir singing to him.
He also heard the music of Beethoven and Schubert.
He jotted down the music in February 1854
and called it the “Theme” (“WoO,”
1854). He said he was taking dictation from
Schubert’s ghost. |
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Two Kinds of Auditory Hallucinations
Most people have never heard of the types of auditory
hallucinations that thousands of HoH people experience.
These auditory hallucinations have nothing whatsoever
to do with mental illness. There are two basic types
of auditory hallucinations – psychiatric auditory
hallucinations and non-psychiatric auditory hallucinations.
People with mental
illnesses often experience the former, while people
who are HoH often experience the latter.
Typically, the voices many HoH people hear sound vaguely
like a radio broadcast playing in another room. For
example, Ruby explained, “I get Red Barber calling
the game. I can’t distinguish the words –
but I’m sure that’s who is talking.”
Catherine described her auditory hallucinations as “what
sounded like the voice of a radio announcer on a badly
tuned radio station.”
Characteristics of Auditory Hallucinations
Non-psychiatric auditory hallucinations (which we will
simply call “auditory hallucinations”) comprise
a wide range of sounds from simple to complex. Simple
sounds are single, unmodulated sounds such as the various
tinnitus sounds (ringing, roaring, buzzing, hissing,
rumbling, etc.) millions of people hear. In fact, tinnitus
is the most common kind of auditory hallucination.
In contrast, complex sounds include multiple modulated
sounds such as tunes, singing, music and voices. These
are the kinds of sounds that people have traditionally
considered auditory hallucinations.
Depending on their clarity, phantom sounds may be
either “unformed” or “formed.”
Unformed auditory hallucinations consist of hearing
distorted music, sounds, or voices. These sounds are
vague, “fuzzy” and indistinct. For example,
Jane described her unformed auditory hallucinations
as “like the wind blowing but with a musical quality,
as if someone off in the distance was singing without
words.” Rachel explains, “The words are
never distinct – it’s like they are several
rooms away.” Sarah relates, “I sometimes
hear phantom ‘radio broadcasts’ that I can’t
quite make out.”
In contrast, with formed auditory hallucination, speech,
music or singing is so clear and recognizable that people
hearing it can identify the various voices and musical
instruments. For example, James explains, “For
the past three or four months, I have had the most calming
and repetitive choruses and wind ensembles usually led
by a bass, sax and a baritone singing in a low octave,
older Christian hymns and some oldies from the forties
such as ‘Near the Cross’, ‘Amazing
Grace’ and ‘The Star Spangled Banner.’”
Claudia describes her auditory hallucinations saying,
“I hear passages of what sound like Strauss waltzes,
Russian symphonies, Italian operas – distinctively
enough to identify various instruments, male or female
choruses and the occasional soloist.”
Many people find their auditory hallucinations begin
with clearly formed complete sentences or songs. Later,
the repetition of lengthy passages of music may degenerate
into short snatches of repetitive phrases or rhythmic
patterns, or even into unformed auditory hallucinations
that are more like the common forms of tinnitus.
The Fear Factor
Few people have the courage to admit they are having
auditory hallucinations for fear of being thought crazy.
Cheryl says, “I was afraid I was going nuts. I
never said one word to anyone about the strange music
I was hearing because I didn’t want them to think
I was crazy.” Sharing with family members often
elicits a similar response. Anna declares, “All
my family believes I am wacky because I told them I
hear music every waking moment.”
Because of this fear factor, there is a real need for
a new name to describe non-psychiatric auditory hallucinations
– a name that has no “bad press” associated
with it and does not include the word “hallucinations.”
Since the vast majority of people who experience auditory
hallucinations hear some sort of phantom music, I have
named this condition Musical Ear syndrome (MES). I am
hoping that by using a name that has no negative connotations
(and one that even sounds like it might be something
good to have), that the stigma of hearing non-psychiatric
phantom sounds will fade away and people who experience
them will soon be able to share their experiences and
realize they are normal.
I define MES as auditory hallucinations of a non-psychiatric
nature, often musical, but also including voices and
other associated sounds commonly experienced by, but
not limited to, elderly people who are HoH, have tinnitus
and lack adequate sound stimulation. Often the person
also is either anxious or depressed.
Musical Ear syndrome affects significant numbers of
people with hearing loss, however, because few people
are willing to admit to hearing these phantom sounds,
it is difficult to obtain accurate figures. The best
estimates suggest that in excess of 10 percent of people
who are HoH experience these phantom sounds at some
point – that’s anywhere from 2.8 to 3.3
million people. When I speak to groups of people with
hearing loss, I sometimes ask how many have heard such
auditory hallucinations and in those sheltered circumstances,
invariably 10 to 30 percent of the people present feel
brave enough to put up their hands.
Women more readily seem to report having auditory hallucinations,
however, this does not mean that more women than men
have MES. In my experience, MES does not seem to favor
either gender. It is just that more women than men are
willing to speak up and seek help.
Causes of MES
There are a number of possible causes of MES. The primary
contender is a lack of adequate auditory stimulation.
My theory is that when a person’s world becomes
too quiet, the brain manufactures its own sounds. This
is why MES is so common among elderly people. They often
have significant hearing loss and live in quiet environments
and many live alone after the death of a spouse. To
compound the problem, people’s hearing loss often
causes them to withdraw from social situations further
limiting auditory stimulation. Social withdrawal often
results in depression or anxiety which can exacerbate
phantom sounds.
Medications can be another cause of auditory hallucinations
and, in rare cases, brain abnormalities such as tumors,
infections, etc., may be to blame. It is important to
rule out this possible cause, particularly if you do
not fit the common profile of elderly, HoH and living
in a quiet environment.
Controlling MES
There are a number of things you can do to bring your
auditory hallucinations under control. First, learn
as much as you can about MES. This will reduce your
fear and anxiety over the phantom sounds you are hearing.
Often this is all it takes for them to fade away. One
good resource is my new book, Phantom Voices, Ethereal
Music & Other Spooky Sounds from which the information
in this article was taken.
Second, enrich your environment with sounds. This
gives your brain real sounds to listen to so it won’t
feel the need to generate its own phantom noises. Third,
eliminate any medications (with your doctor’s
permission of course) that may be causing your auditory
hallucinations. Fourth, don’t fixate on your phantom
sounds. Instead, redirect your mind to things you enjoy
and you will not notice them as much.
Finally, if you are HoH and have MES, look on the
bright side. Auditory hallucinations aren’t all
bad. Many people actually find them pleasant. They allow
you to experience often beautiful music without hearing
aids, assistive devices, players, headphones or other
paraphernalia.
Neil Bauman, Ph.D. is a hearing loss
coping skills specialist, author and speaker. He was
born with a severe hearing loss and thus experiences
many of the same strange things as other hard of hearing
people. Neil is the author of 10 books and numerous
articles related to hearing loss. You can read a number
of his articles at www.hearinglosshelp.com. Email him
at neil@hearinglosshelp.com.
Phantom Voices, Ethereal Music & Other Spooky
Sounds (ISBN 978-0-9710943-2-1, $22.49; 164 pages)
by Neil Bauman tells the stories of hundreds of
people who have Musical Ear syndrome. Discover what
causes these auditory hallucinations and what you
can do to reduce or eliminate them. An added feature,
this book
contains a list of the 269 drugs and other substances
known to cause hallucinations.
Other Books by the Author:
- Ototoxic Drugs Exposed – Prescription
Drugs and Other Chemicals That Can (and Do)
Damage Our Ears” 2nd Edition
- When Hearing Loss Ambushes Your Ears –
Here’s What Happens When Your Hearing
Goes on the Fritz
- When Your Ears Ring! Cope with Your Tinnitus
– Here’s How
- Please Make My World Stop Spinning –
The Agony of Meniere’s Disease
- Grieving for Your Hearing Loss – The
Rocky Road from Denial to Acceptance
- Talking with Hard of Hearing People –
Here’s How to Do It Right!
- Supersensitive to Sound? – You May
Have Hyperacusis
- Here! Hear! – You and Your Hearing
Loss/You and Your Hearing Aids
To order any of these publications, visit www.hearinglosshelp.com.
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